Maybe tomorrow I can tell you why I'm sad. Tonight is not the right time. But maybe tomorrow I can show you the photos of the storm damaged tree that we had to cut down and the others that had to be trimmed back. Maybe tomorrow it will make sense that trees whose roots are causing damage to the sidewalk have to be removed. Maybe tomorrow I will be able to say "Oh, they were just trees!" and not feel that after 25 years they were leafy family members... maybe tomorrow, but tonight I feel such a sense of loss...